Bolt From The Blue

Bolt From The Blue http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/ simple branches of my complicated life Wed, 8 Oct 2008 10:09:11 -0000 Tue, 16 Sep 2008 13:06:07 -0000 Bolt From The Blue http://images.dr3am4ker.multiply.com/logo http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com 100 100 BOYBAND DAMAN edisi OKTOBER 2008 http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/photos/album/13/BOYBAND_DAMAN_edisi_OKTOBER_2008 Tue, 16 Sep 2008 13:06:07 -0000 MangoSteen You can see it at Centro MOI kelapa gading or at Metro TA This is just some of the http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/photos/album/12/MangoSteen Fri, 5 Sep 2008 08:33:01 -0000 MeDiKeAn "PILIH" me di ke ..... an atau ke di me ..... an http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/156/MeDiKeAn Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:46:24 -0000 i won't be waiting So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you?   on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care   Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say…   Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you   So you know how much I need you But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you   And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care   Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say…   Don't you shiver Don't you shiver Sing it lou... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/153/i_wont_be_waiting_ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:26:51 -0000 you only live once you only live once dia sudah bersama halaman ketiga baris ke 43 you only live once berarti sekarnag saatnya mencari dan dicari lagi terpaku hanya akan beku menanti hanya akan mati lebih baik berjalan karena akan bertemu masa depan sedikit berlari pun boleh untuk menjelang hari rasakan bulan, nikmati matahari you only live once jangan biarkan satu orang pun membuat patah karena arah kita sebagai manusia pasti akan cerah jangan menyerah jangan merasa bersalah jangan kalah you only live once setiap akhir adalah awal biarkan waktu yang menyelesaikan mohon kekuatan kepada Tuhan proses untuk menjadi manusia baru lagi menyenangkan akan ada cerita baru - mengenal lagi dan bertemu lagi ** harus berani jatuh cinta lagi =) .... 05.01 AM ** inspired by The Strokes - You Only Live Once Some people think they're always right Others are quiet and uptight Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice (oh-ho) Inside they might feel sad and wrong (oh no) Twenty-nine different attributes Only seven that you like Twenty way... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/152/you_only_live_once Mon, 14 Jul 2008 22:13:36 -0000 choose love When I wake up each morning Trying to find myself And if I'm ever the least unsure I always remind myself Though you're someone in this world That I'll always choose to love From now on You're only someone that I used to love As for me it's getting down to the last unspoken part When you must begin to ease the pain of a broken heart Tell me why should I even care If I have to lose your love From now on You're only someone that I used to love Yet it wasn't enough for you All the love I had to give I did my best to keep you satisfied I guess you'll never know how much I tried I really tried And if ever our paths should cross again Well, You won't find me being the one Who gets lost Once I had so much to give But You just refused my love From now on You're only someone that I used to love I did my best to keep you satisfied I guess you'll never know how much I tried I really tried When I wake up each morning Trying to find myself And if I'm ever the least unsure I always remind myself Though you're someone in this world... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/151/choose_love Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:38:42 -0000 sakit hati cepat maki saya jahat hanya bisa memaki karena sakit hati tidak mau terima saya kecewa kalau kamu sudah tidak cinta lagi apalagi secepat itu saya jadi sakit hati jadinya hanya bisa memaki saya banci tidak berani hadapi belum, tapi akan kamu tidak jahat kamu tidak hina kamu hanya tidak banyak berusaha saya hanya sedang payah .. karena lagi susah ... entah kapan bisa jatuh cinta lagi ** maaf bisa saya banyak memaki, moga2 kamu mengerti, betapa saya sakit hati, karena  http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/150/sakit_hati_cepat_maki Sat, 12 Jul 2008 16:05:05 -0000 Sarang Bunga Tidur Laba-laba Saya bermimpi lagi .... jam 10.00 pagi saya terbangun .... kita pergi ke sebua acara yang dimana boleh menjadi volunteer untuk bermain musik entah untuk acara apa... aneh gak ?? padahal aku dan dia tidak begitu bisa bermain musik. kemudian saya agak lupa ada apa .. tapi yang pasti di mimpi saya semua ruangan, tempat, suasana dan muka2nya tidak ada yang saya kenal .. kecuali muka dia dan muka saya. hmm saya ingat lagi ... kita berjalan pindah menuju ke ruangan lain sesuai intruksi kepala pimpinan grup ( jadi ceritanya orangnya kan banyak ya ), tapi anehnya  pas berjalan gitu .. atap dari bangunan itu entah tidak beratap alias bolong jadi langsung terlihat awan , tapi somehow menyatu sama bangunan ... aneh deh ... terus kita berdua liat ke awan .. dan ada bentukan awan sumpah keren banget .. tapi warnanya hitam .. kaya tatto .. hmm sulit dijelaskan disini .. hanya saya yang bisa melihatnya ... keduanya gambar gitu .. serupa tapi tak sama .. dan dia teriak ..." bagus ya, liat deh .. saya... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/148/Sarang_Bunga_Tidur_Laba-laba Sat, 12 Jul 2008 03:51:46 -0000 KE setahun seperti sebulan sebulan seperti seminggu seminggu seperti sehari sehari seperti sejam sejam seperti sedetik sedetik seperti senafas senafas seperti sedetak sedetak seperti setetes setetes seperti setitik setitik seperti sedikit - menjadi sedikit hatiku biru hariku kelabu waktuku beku merahku menjadi ungu tidak kuasa mengerti kesemuaan diluar kejangkauanku untuk menerka didalam kejawaban yang ada duka kemengapaan menjadi ribuan kekenapaan menjadi jutaan alasan menjadi ratusan keraguan menjadi kesatuan kesayangan menjadi kecemasan tiada daya, terhenti hilang upaya, mati kesemuaan adalah ketiadaan, ketiadaan adalah kesemuaan pilihan = cinta = serba salah = tidak mengerti kesepian hanya kesementaraan  = kesunyian keramaian hanya menjadi kenyamanan memilih pilihan adalah keharusan - keterikatan adalah hasil keputusan selamanya kesementaraan adalah sekarang yang adalah kelaluan **KERIBETAN .. hehehehehehhe http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/146/KE Fri, 11 Jul 2008 18:13:07 -0000 have and hold My life is through but I have no doubt Someday I'll meet that someone I've dreamed about He may live around the globe far across the sea But somewhere my baby waits for me The moment that I see him, my heart will know Then I won't wait to tell him I love him so He'll be mine to have and hold for whole eternity Yeah, somewhere my baby waits for me Oh, somewhere my baby waits for me When I see lovers passing I don't feel blue I know the things they're feeling I'll be feeling too I don't know where I'll meet him, I don't know when I only know that someday my search will end One fine day I'll turn around and there he will be Yeah, somewhere my baby waits for me He may live around the globe far across the sea But somewhere my baby waits for me Oh, somewhere my baby waits for me http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/145/have_and_hold Fri, 11 Jul 2008 18:04:20 -0000 takes time I had it all, but I let it slip away Couldn't see I treated you wrong Now I wander around, feeling down and cold Trying to believe that you're gone Love takes time To heal when you're hurting so much Couldn't see that I was blind ( **im not blind, 'dia'  ) To let you go I can't escape the pain inside 'Cuz love takes time I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be here alone Losing my mind from this hollow in my heart Suddenly I'm so incomplete Lord I'm needing you now Tell me how to stop the rain Tears are falling down endlessly Love takes time To heal when you're hurting so much Couldn't see that I was blind To let you go I can't escape the pain inside 'Cuz love takes time I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be here, alone You might say that it's over You might say that you don't care You might say you don't miss me You don't need me But I know that you do And I feel that you do inside ( in this part .. i know 'dia' dont need, care, or miss me ...... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/143/takes_time Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:50:29 -0000 Unbridled When you love someone so deeply They become your life It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside Blindly I imaged I could Keep you under glass Now I understand to hold you I must open my hands And watch you rise [Chorus:] Spread your wings and prepare to fly For you have become a butterfly Fly abandonedly into the sun If you should return to me We truly were meant to be So spread your wings and fly Butterfly I have learned that beauty Has to flourish in the light Wild horses run unbridled Or their spirit dies You have given me the courage To be all that I can And truly feel your heart will Lead you back to me when you're Ready to land [Chorus] I can't pretend these tears Aren't overflowing steadily I can't prevent this hurt from Almost overtaking me But I will stand and say goodbye For you'll never be mine Until you know the way it feels to fly [Chorus] So flutter through the sky Butterfly Spread your wings and fly Butterfly **Mariah Carey http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/142/Unbridled Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:44:00 -0000 THE END = THEN Bermimpi tadi malam, tulisan THE END yang ditulis dengan coklat batangan di dashboard mobil dari kulit warna biru Dan aku berusaha menghapusnya dari dashboard - karena kesal juga. Dia yang menulisnya. Entah apa artinya.... THE END = THEN 11.07.08 - 7 pagi http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/141/THE_END_THEN Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:41:43 -0000 weakest one of all I don't know where my baby is but I'll find him, somewhere, somehow I've got to let him know how much I care I'll never give up looking for my baby Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him We had a quarrel and I let myself go I said so many things, things he didn't know And I was oh oh so bad And I don't think he's comin' back, mm mm He gave the reason, the reasons he should go And he said things he hadn't said before And he was oh oh so mad And I don't think he's comin' back, comin' back I did too much lyin', wasted too much time, Now I'm here a'cryin', I, I, I Chorus So open hearted, he never did me wrong I was the one, the weakest one of all And now I'm oh oh so sad And I don't think he's comin' back, comin' back I did too much lyin', wasted too much time, Now I'm here a'cryin', I, I, I I'm going to find him, my baby I did too much lyin', wasted too much time, Now I'm here a'cryi... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/140/weakest_one_of_all Wed, 9 Jul 2008 11:02:15 -0000 Everything looks like the stars in your arms breath in breathe out tell me all of your doubt everybody leads this way just the same breath in breathe out move on and break down everyone goes away I will stay We push and pull, and fall down sometimes I'm not letting go, you hold the other line Cause there is a light In your eyes,...in your eyes Hold on hold tight From out of your sight Everything keeps moving on, moving on, Hold on hold tight Make it throught another night Everyday there comes the sun with the dawn We push and pull, and fall down sometimes I'm not letting go, you hold the other line Cause there is a light In your eyes,...in your eyes There is a light In your eyes,...in your eyes Breath in and breath out Breath in and breath out Breath in and breath out Breath in and breath out Look back and look right Into the moon at night Everything looks like the stars in your arms There is a light In your eyes,... in your eyes There is a light In your eyes,... in your eyes There is a light In your eyes,... in your eye... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/139/Everything_looks_like_the_stars_in_your_arms Wed, 9 Jul 2008 06:48:09 -0000 kakinanri sepasang <a href="http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SHPFGQoKCrYAAAgPef81"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.dr3am4ker.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SHPFGQoKCrYAAAgPef81/DSC05986a.jpg?et=Nx6rQJdT7ceBQQY00JFMhQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a>kiri masih disini sepasang kaki yang di sebelah kanan sudah melangkah pergi bertemu sepasang kaki lain yang mengajaknya sepasang kaki kiri masih disini belum ingin pergi - belum ingin berjalan - tidak ingin berlari bukan karena tidak ada yang mengajak tapi sepertinya belum layak sampai akhirnya sepasang kaki kiri bisa berpijak karena daratan yang tadinya seimbang di kanan dan di kiri sekarang jadi miring sepasang kaki kanan harus meratakan supaya daratan seimbang sendiri... jadi bila ada sepasang kaki lagi berdiri di daratannya sepasang kaki kanan dan sepasang kaki kiri bisa berjalan - jalan dan berlari-lari http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/138/kakinanri Tue, 8 Jul 2008 19:49:38 -0000 anamid <a href="http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SHPHkwoKCrYAADXXHF01"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.dr3am4ker.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SHPHkwoKCrYAADXXHF01/DSC06051a.jpg?et=aAjIOrN3QZdLd%2BcNo4ogHQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a>tahu ... waktu tidak mungkin secepat itu memaafkan aku untuk melupakan kamu tahu ... tidak mungkin secepat itu dia datang cepat untuk menyelamatkan aku tahu ... aku merindukan dirinya tapi tidak dia tahu ... dia sudah tidak ada dan tidak mau lagi ada buatku tahu ... warna yang kulihat sekarang hanya hitam dan abu - abu tahu ... dia yang baru disana menungguku tahu ... untuk harus memulai cerita baru tahu ... aku sudah siap ... bersiap ... siap grak tahu ... dimana kamu ??? naik apa kesini ?? beli tiket pesawat jet http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/137/anamid Tue, 8 Jul 2008 18:26:11 -0000 reason to start over new I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You [x4] I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you ** senyum empat musim 01 07 08 ... terima kasi... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/136/reason_to_start_over_new Wed, 2 Jul 2008 18:43:13 -0000 it runs both way Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray And it shines on you baby can't you see You're the only one who can shine for me It's a private emotion that fills you tonight And a silence falls between us As the shadows steal the light And wherever you may find it Wherever it may lead Let your private emotion come to me Come to me When your soul is tired and your heart is weak Do you think of love as one way street Well it runs both ways, open up your eyes Can't you see me here, how can you deny Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by But you can find me here till your tears run dry ** senyum empat musim http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/135/it_runs_both_way Wed, 2 Jul 2008 18:41:29 -0000 Memilih Kesempatan ( kembali ) Ketika kita bertemu orang yang tepat untuk dicintai, Ketika kita berada di tempat pada saat yang tepat, Itulah kesempatan .   Ketika kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang membuatmu tertarik, Itu bukan pilihan itu kesempatan. Bertemu dalam suatu peristiwa bukanlah pilihan.. Itupun adalah kesempatan   Bila kita memutuskan untuk mencintai orang tersebut, Bahkan dengan segala kekurangannya, Itu bukan kesempatan, itu adalah pilihan..... Ketika kita memilih bersama dengan Seseorang walaupun apapun yang terjadi Itu adalah pilihan   Bahkan ketika kita menyadari Bahwa masih banyak orang lain Yang lebih menarik,pandai, dan kaya Daripada pasanganmu dan Tetap kita memilih untuk mencintainya, Itulah pilihan ....   Perasaan cinta,simpatik,tertarik Datang bagai kesempatan pada kita.. Tetapi cinta sejati yang abadi adalah pilihan. Pilihan yang kita lakukan.   Berbicara tentang pasangan jiwa, Ada suatu kutipan dari film yang Mungkin sangat tepat : Nasib membawa kita bersama. ... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/132/Memilih_Kesempatan_kembali_ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 05:17:18 -0000 teoricin iya ... teori lem dan kertas, katanya tempel 2 kertas pake lem, tunggu kering, terus coba lepaskan ...yang satu robek, yang satu punya bagian dari yang lain ... kata lainnya, teori bulan dan matahari, bulan selalu mengejar matahari atau sebaliknya maka memberikan siang dan malam dan yang satu lagi berkata, teori korek api hampir mirip dengan lem dan kertas, bakar 2 korek api kemudian pisahkan, akan ada yang karena bila akhirnya harus memilih dan jawabannya adalah tidak tahu - di dalam suatu hubungan, yang bertanya pastilah kalah - karena yang menjawab tidak tahu berarti sudah memilih yang lain karena bila katanya "semoga kamu menemukan orang yang bisa membahagiakan kamu dan menyayangi kamu kelak" adalah orang yang sudah menemukan yang lain dan mengharuskan kita pergi - "aku menyayangi kamu - akulah yang harusnya membahagiakan kamu - bukan yang lain", dan ini adalah kataku !!! karena semua alasan - alasan yang keluar dari mulutmu hanyalah untuk membuat dirimu menjauh dari aku - itu buk... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/131/teoricin Sat, 28 Jun 2008 20:57:49 -0000 do you think you can find it better than you had it Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it? Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothings turned out how you wanted Well, bless my soul You’re a lonely soul Cause you won’t let go Of anything you hold Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it? You’re doing your best and Your best look You’re praying that you make it Well, bless my soul You’re a lonely soul Cause you won’t let go Of anything you hold Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head I said all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Better than you had it Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Yeah, better than you had it ..... http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/journal/item/130/do_you_think_you_can_find_it_better_than_you_had_it Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:35:24 -0000 Hands are shaking cold http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/music/item/72/Hands_are_shaking_cold_ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 11:07:39 -0000 Mata Perempuan Photo Exhibition Pameran Foto "Mata Perempuan, Seharus nya" Maria Lasakajaya, Widya Sartika Amrin, Christina Phan, Malahayati, Trika J Simanjuntak, Mila Fadliana, Stefanny Imelda, Evelyn Pritt, Maya Sofia, Ayu Isbandi, Vitri Yuliani, Keke Tumbuan, Ruth Hesti Utami. Kurator : Erik http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/calendar/item/10001/Mata_Perempuan_Photo_Exhibition Wed, 16 May 2007 09:55:10 -0000 bebedak Gara - gara Fabeeee !!!!! http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/music/item/26/bebedak Thu, 9 Nov 2006 09:35:50 -0000 Would you lie with me and just forget the world? http://dr3am4ker.multiply.com/music/item/24/Would_you_lie_with_me_and_just_forget_the_world Wed, 1 Nov 2006 10:29:26 -0000